APRIL 24 2025, 8:03 A.M.

we've got a website baby! decided it was finally time, ive wanted to do this for a while and just now started dusting off my rusty ass html and css skills (javascript... will have to come another day. i BARELY learned how to use it back in high school and CERTAINTLY don't remember how to now).

anyways, i can talk all i want here! i don't really like making big long ramble posts on tumblr or anywhere really because my social anxiety extends to social media too, but this feels a lot less public so im more chill about it. today i basically just... busted out this website in a few hours and then stopped because i was forced to confront javascript and my brain melted. also my sleep schedule is ROYALLY fucked because i woke up at 7pm YESTERDAY. its fine we're doing good actually i definitely haven't been putting off calling up colleges for like 3 weeks now.

actually in college news im PROBABLY not ending up where i wanted to (big fancy art college) bc of the price not lining but but that does mean i get to live in alabama with some friends instead, so im not that mad about it! moving a state over sounds fun even if i dont get to do the Big Move i wanted to initially (basically cross-country). i also miss those friends a lot so itll be great to see em daily again :)

there's a LOT i want to add to this site (proper gallery page, some shrines, a place where i can talk about repitles for 7 hours with no reprecussions, etc.) buuuut thats a lot of work so that'll get done ONE DAY. for now we just got this notebook/journal page, and the other webbed site basics. also any friends/mutuals reading this if u wanna be added to the footer section just lmk, at some point if it gets too long i'll just make it a scroll bar or something lmao.

thats all i've got for right now i think? doing a whole journal thing is probably good for me so i might be pretty active on here! im a fucking yapper irl but things such as Anxiety and Energy prevent me from doing so most of the time, this requires neither of those! so expect more shit eventually.